OMGOSHHH! xD

lol i dont know why i put omgosh. i just felt like it. hmmmmmm...

i really dont know what to type about. lmao!
i had a pretty bad day today. my dads mom(my grandma) died like this morning. so my dad has been all angry and depressed today. i dont know why, but ive never really cried when someone i know died. well there was this one time in 4th grade cause she was my friend, but thats a whole other story. but yeah, thats like 2 of my grandma's tht died in a while. i hope my dad didnt take it in a rude way or anything that i didnt cry. its just very rare for me to cry when some one dies...

so yeahh, im going to Pennsylvania this weekend! YAY! (: my stepdad used to live there so 1 of the 2 grandmas i have left is there. so is like half of my family, or stepfamily i guess. so i go and visit them alot. i get to skip 2 days of school next week cause ill be there!! :D that makes me very happy. and my life has been very depressing lately. :/ but oh well.

so i guess thats it, my first post! omg! lol jk. im not that excited about it.
i think i just hold in my feelings a little too much, and you know how people say its bad for you when you bottle up your feelings...so yeahh. i thought id vent jusssssttt a litttlleee. i promise it wont be all complaining, but i tend to do that alot. lol byesss!(: